On this blog.
Needed to write something. Post something. Get something out.
Out of me. Of my heart. My mind.
My last post was in October last year. When I came back.
Back to Malaysia.
It’s been 8 months now.
Stability is just an affair.
It won’t last forever. I tell myself.
Rant. Whine. Vomit of emotions.
You. are you just an affair?
I’ve never been keen on commitment.
So what am I hoping for?
Something more. Bull….
Maybe just to feel. to rage against stability. familiarity. routine becomes mundane.
One day, you’ll be mundane to me too.
Till then, I’m fiddling my fingers, staring at the cake, with aching desire.